Love Diary: My Christmas Tree Present & Jonghyun’s Visit

18 December 2018 Ever since Taenggu posted a video of herself building and decorating a winter tree at her house in preparation for the upcoming Christmas Day and seeing how beautiful the tree looked at the end, I felt tempted to get a Christmas tree to display at home for myself too. At least a […]

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The Afterlife Of Jonghyun (1st Death Anniversary)

#181218# It’s exactly one year since Jonghyun’s departure. One would have wondered how has he been doing all these while in Heaven or another spiritual world that is often unknown to us? I often wondered about that too. The following are the little stories of what Jonghyun could have been up to in the past […]

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Remember Me

Not someone you can see every day Like a shadow that follows you day by day Watching over you for every single thing you do Are you safe Are you happy Did you smile today Do you hear my soft whispers at your ears when the wind blows Do you feel my gentle nudge when […]

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Trip To Sarawak 2018: Where Are You Now?

Last Monday, I flew to Kuching, the city of Sarawak with my family for a holiday to visit my mum’s family. For the first 2 and a half days of our trip, I felt really normal and comfortable. My body didn’t ache much. I also didn’t have any indigestion problems like I had experienced during […]

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Seeking Answers At New Age Fair: What Is My Life Purpose?

#180519# Ever since I was out of job and came back from an one-week holiday in Seoul, I have been actively browsing for jobs that are available on the market now. Be it potential full-time permanent jobs or temporary 1 or 2-day kind of event jobs, I have been keeping a lookout for them. Like […]

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One Eye Shut – My Strange Hospitalisation in 2007

“Every closed eye is not sleeping, and every open eye is not seeing.” Bill Cosby This story happened in 2007 when I was in Secondary 4, my final year in St. Nicholas Girls’ School. As I had shared in my previous life story post BUTTERFLY AT HEART – MUSIC CHOSE ME (TO BE A MESSENGER), […]

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For Sooyoung: Open Your Third Eye To See A Bigger World

“I have three eyes. Two to look. One to see.” Bellamor #180210# It was a rather busy and difficult period for me 2 weeks ago. I was sick and down with flu. I didn’t go to work for 3 days. There were so many things, particularly artworks, that I needed to do. Chinese New Year […]

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Video: She Will Take… The Pain?

So what was the story behind this video from Taeyeon’s Zero instagram? View this post on Instagram 아니 왜 말귀를 못알아듣냐 누나야 ಠ_ಠ #제로 #zero A post shared by ZERO (@zero.taeyeon) on Nov 11, 2017 at 8:20pm PST On 12 November 2017, Sunday, the day of her above instagram post, I remembered having an online […]

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