The journey of how I devote my love on someone I haven't met in real life
22 April 2020 Hello hoomans! 👋 Welcome to my very first diary entry. Let me first introduce myself a little. Nice to meet you, I am Tofu, Celeste’s sister, Marjorie’s pet dog. I’m of the dog breed called pug. I was born on Easter Sunday, 21 April 2019, but I only joined Celeste’s family when […]
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7-10 March 2020 I had been feeling really tired and torn apart lately. Despite trying to stay positive and keep myself busy by making artworks for Taenggu and writing actively, I couldn’t help feeling empty and depressed every now and then. One major reason for my feelings of depression is that I haven’t been earning […]
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26th December 2019 It was Thursday. I thought it would be just another ordinary day. I went to work at Klass Engineering where I just started working as a part-time data entry image annotator not long ago. I had a few personal issues waiting for me to tackle. One of them was that my schizophrenia […]
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#191218# In light of Jonghyun’s 2nd death anniversary today, since last year I wrote the post THE AFTERLIFE OF JONGHYUN (1ST DEATH ANNIVERSARY), I thought it would be nice to also do a review update of what Jonghyun could have been doing in the second year of his afterlife based on my personal experiences and […]
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“My name is Sulli, Sul means snow and Li means a pear flower, so I’ll be probably reborn as a flower that is small but full of strong vitality.” Sulli #191014# On the morning of Wine Day, 14th October, I went for an interview for a part-time e-commerce assistant job for an online art & […]
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They try, they try They try to chain me down Strangle me Suffocate me So I don’t say a thing Rip me off And cast me away So many Pinocchios Liars and the dirty, dirty cheats in the world They’re so small, so small Celeste Koh (2019) #190823# On my recent Tumblr post, I explained […]
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April had been a really difficult month for me. It seemed to get harder and harder to get pass day after day being stuck with an office job that I didn’t enjoy. I guess it was that time of the year again. The time had come again for me to seriously ponder and make important […]
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“A friend in need is a friend indeed.” English Proverb / “On the wings of a snow-white dove God sends His pure sweet love A sign from above On the wings of a dove” #190408# One month ago, my mum and I were about to set off on our first ever trip to Perth, Australia. […]
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31st January & 2nd February 2019 On 15th January, I published the post The Journey To Taenggu (Poem) + Story Behind A Special Snow Globe From 2013. I wrote about the story behind a special “向左走·向右走 (A Chance of Sunshine)” snow globe which Taenggu shared on her instagram in 2013 and how it was involved […]
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18 December 2018 Ever since Taenggu posted a video of herself building and decorating a winter tree at her house in preparation for the upcoming Christmas Day and seeing how beautiful the tree looked at the end, I felt tempted to get a Christmas tree to display at home for myself too. At least a […]
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Recently, I have been thinking about a beetle and dragonfly story that I read from a book titled “True Spirit: Secrets of the Afterlife” by TJ Higgs last year. I thought I should share this whole excerpt of the story from the book over here. Once upon a time, there lived a little water beetle. […]
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#181218# It’s exactly one year since Jonghyun’s departure. One would have wondered how has he been doing all these while in Heaven or another spiritual world that is often unknown to us? I often wondered about that too. The following are the little stories of what Jonghyun could have been up to in the past […]
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