Watching fancams and videos of Taenggu was my first step in getting to know her deeper inside. I have been doing this since 2010/2011. Little did I expect that doing this could eventually get me spiritually connected to her by 2013. It’s an art of face reading I mastered by myself. Also the messages from the voice which I’ve been hearing everyday give me clues on what she might be thinking inside in daily life. Join me in reading the stories behind each of her facial expressions and gestures, and decoding the messages behind her face and the mystical voices.
Recently I came across a book that unexpectedly gave me an insight to one of the biggest questions I have long been wondering about – why not everyone could hear the same supernatural voices of the spirits which I claimed to be able to hear in the background in some of the old videos involving SNSD….
Taeyeon’s live rendition of Adele’s When We Were Young made the people of Berlin stop to listen and even moved them to tears. Those raw emotions on their faces were the most direct, genuine reactions she could get from the audience up-close when she tried street busking for the first time in a foreign western…
“Time Machine” by Girls’ Generation (SNSD) [English Translation] Alone in the room that is more spacious than usual It’s over, guess it’s over The story created by the two of us was also in vain I can’t believe it could crumble so easily One mistake, got a one regret “Nobody is perfect” Even if I…
It was a mystery how Taenggu could have found me in 2013. It was a miracle if she did. All I knew was not long after Girls’ Generation (SNSD) ended their promotions for I Got A Boy (the song that marked the beginning of my schizophrenia and mystical spiritual journey), Taenggu made an instagram account…
{ Throwback to 8th May 2016 } – Repost from instagram @lovestorieswithtaenggu, filling in with more details and pictures – PART 1 – DID TAENGGU WAIT TO SEE HER GIRLFRIEND AT THE CONCERT? Some background story: SNSD held 2 days of their Phantasia concert in Taipei back in 2016. It was my first time travelling…
#180113# One of the proudest moments that happened to me during K-Wave 2 concert in Kuala Lumpur on 13th January last month – right after Taenggu said “ku cinta padamu” (“I love you” in malay), a tiny part of me appeared on the big screen waving my awesome pink star lightstick! (Watch the video above!)…
So what was the story behind this video from Taeyeon’s Zero instagram? View this post on Instagram A post shared by ZERO (@zero.taeyeon) On 12 November 2017, Sunday, the day of her above instagram post, I remembered having an online meeting at home with my group of friends whom I was going to travel to…
“Memories never die. Words don’t fade. Feelings last forever.” Celeste Koh / “Even if I were to start all over again, I would still choose to meet you.” Doraemon #171114# I remembered I was on the plane en route to Singapore from Shanghai while contemplating what to do for the upcoming Movie Day. Movie Day…
Repost from instagram with additional details It happened on one of the nights in October 2016. During that period of time, I was suffering from a slight relapse of schizophrenia, but I still went on to do mind-singing. That night was no exception. I told Taenggu I was going to sing as usual, but I…
On 22 August, I met a friend for dinner. She’s an important friend whom I’ve known for the longest time since primary school. So when we sat down to chat and she started asking me if I’ve met any potential guys yet, I thought maybe I should open up to her about my relationship with…
#170710# The above video was taken from Taenggu’s InstaStory posted early that morning. At that time, she was in a car, probably going for her first work schedule of the day. It was raining heavily outside, coupled with some lightnings and thunders. If you listen carefully from 0:06 onwards, right after the sudden roar of…
#130721# It happened in July 2013 when Taenggu was having the “Girls & Peace” World Tour in Taiwan together with the other Girls’ Generation members for two consecutive days. At that time, I was recovering from my first schizophrenia outbreak and almost ready to accept that the extraordinary things that happened between me and Taenggu…