Video: First Ever Physical Couple Moment With Taenggu Captured On Big Screen

#180113# One of the proudest moments that happened to me during K-Wave 2 concert in Kuala Lumpur on 13th January last month – right after Taenggu said “ku cinta padamu” (“I love you” in malay), a tiny part of me appeared on the big screen waving my awesome pink star lightstick! (Watch the video above!) […]

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Video: She Will Take… The Pain?

So what was the story behind this video from Taeyeon’s Zero instagram? 아니 왜 말귀를 못알아듣냐 누나야 ಠ_ಠ #제로 #zero A post shared by ZERO (@zero.taeyeon) on Nov 11, 2017 at 8:20pm PST On 12 November 2017, Sunday, the day of her above instagram post, I remembered having an online meeting at home with my […]

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Movie Day 2017: My First Love Confessions To Taenggu in 2013 [The Movie]

“Memories never die. Words don’t fade. Feelings last forever.” Celeste Koh / “Even if I were to start all over again, I would still choose to meet you.” Doraemon #171114# I remembered I was on the plane en route to Singapore from Shanghai while contemplating what to do for the upcoming Movie Day. Movie Day […]

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Video: Shouting Out My Love To You From A Thunder

#170710# The above video was taken from Taenggu’s InstaStory posted early that morning. At that time, she was in a car, probably going for her first work schedule of the day. It was raining heavily outside, coupled with some lightnings and thunders. If you listen carefully from 0:06 onwards, right after the sudden roar of […]

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Video: Admit It You Love Me

#130721# It happened in July 2013 when Taenggu was having the “Girls & Peace” World Tour in Taiwan together with the other Girls’ Generation members for two consecutive days. At that time, I was recovering from my first schizophrenia outbreak and almost ready to accept that the extraordinary things that happened between me and Taenggu […]

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Video: The Day I Made Her Cry At Her Concert

{Throwback to October 2015} (Above video was taken on 30 October 2015) Taenggu was having her first solo concert “Taeyeon’s Very Special Day” in Seoul. Back then, I was still studying in university and was unable to travel to Seoul to watch her concerts physically. At that time, I only communicated with her by mind-talking […]

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Voice: “Swimming!”

Voice: “Swimming!” I used to bring Taenggu on a swimming date every week (related posts about swimming with Taenggu: LOVE DIARY: A PRINCESS DREAM, TAEYEON DAY 2017: TAENGGU MERMAID). But I stopped doing it since about two months ago because of certain circumstances (travelling, having my period etc) and also because I stopped getting any […]

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Voice: “Plus Plus Girlfriend Sign”

Voice: “Plus plus girlfriend sign!” Since about a few weeks ago, whenever I was out on a date with Taenggu, I began to hear a voice saying many times, “Plus plus girlfriend!” At first, I thought it was a compliment to me. I thought it meant I was a good girlfriend with many plus (positive) […]

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