The journey of how I devote my love on someone I haven't met in real life
First you said you love me foreverThen you said let’s go on together for a long, long timeBut when it was time to meet each otherYou never did turn upDue to reasons I don’t even knowAnd then you said you will continue to work hardTo be a singer for a long, long timeTo repay the […]
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Light up a candleReignite the flame I once had for youHow to keep the fire burningBefore it is blown out againBy the chilling winds of a cold, cold worldCeleste Koh 23 April 2022 – Candle making workshop with a friend
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May 2013 Three nights in a rowI couldn’t really fall asleepKept awake by the monsters of the nightVoices of different entities whom I couldn’t seeCame and went at their willWhat were they discussing about?Dealer?What dealer?Drug dealer?What did they want to do to me?Imagination ran wildTake me, just take meDon’t harm TaeyeonTaeyeon is a celebrity but […]
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Cold chills It’s never meant to be that cold How many layers you put on Still not enough to keep you warm Was it the air-con Or was it the chills you get when you were misunderstood or maligned? Or was it the memories of a cold harsh reality when you were left abandoned alone […]
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Some learning points that I have taken away with me after watching a local TV drama “Mind Jumper 触心罪探” last year. An intriguing crime story about a cult murder case and its leader who is revealed to be a schizophrenia patient…
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Indirect references to myself that I observed from Taeyeon’s What Do I Call You MV, pointing to a possible leak of my own private online memo and insinuations to my job and a snow globe I personally viewed as a love object between me and Taeyeon…
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I believe in what I see Unless I have been personally told the truth otherwise But they say, “Open your eyes and seek the truth” At what cost should I take to seek the truth? If in the process of seeking the truth, it costs me more pain than what’s worth, Then it’s better to […]
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Sakura bloomsAt the peak of SpringSo does my little heartThat still hopes for youCeleste Koh #220425# Spring in Korea, 2018
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April – May 2013 Since that day my family came frantically looking for me at Singapore Botanic Gardens to bring me homeI was taken to visit different religious placesAfter hearing my woes of hearing voicesFeelings of being possessedOr being chased by evil spirits My father said to meThere’s nothing to be afraid ofAs long as […]
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Like many other university undergraduatesI took up tuition assignmentsEarning extra pocket money during my free time outside of schoolI think I was concurrently teaching about 2-3 kids at that timeStart of 2013I had an Indian girlAnother Indian boyAnother Chinese girl perhapsBut those days were so darkGloomy like the weatherFrequent rainThunderstormsTrips to my tutees’ house were […]
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Tired of always reaching outTook a step backI decidedJust guard the tree and wait for the rabbitIt’s okay to let myself be reached out to Not saying I should just be passively waitingIt’s just thatI realisedCompared to actively trying to engage people who just don’t give a shitIt’s better to save my energy until someone […]
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“There is no one who can understand and say everything is okay.But,they just wait, consider and act as if everything is okay. I don’t want people to assume they are being okay to everything by looking at one’s consideration and understanding.” Reposted by Kim Taeyeon on 8 April 2022 (Jonghyun’s birthday)Original text by @ggeujuck_
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