Love Diary: The Loss Of Papa Kim – Why We Should Always Choose Love Over Hate

7-10 March 2020 I had been feeling really tired and torn apart lately. Despite trying to stay positive and keep myself busy by making artworks for Taenggu and writing actively, I couldn’t help feeling empty and depressed every now and then. One major reason for my feelings of depression is that I haven’t been earning […]

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Love Diary: The Mystical Solar Eclipse & My Tragedy

26th December 2019 It was Thursday. I thought it would be just another ordinary day. I went to work at Klass Engineering where I just started working as a part-time data entry image annotator not long ago. I had a few personal issues waiting for me to tackle. One of them was that my schizophrenia […]

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Jonghyun 2nd Death Anniversary: Jonghyun’s World – Planet B-612

“It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important.” Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince / “Supposing I know of a flower that is absolutely unique, that is nowhere to be found except on my planet, and any minute that flower could accidentally be eaten up by a […]

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The Afterlife Of Jonghyun (2nd Death Anniversary)

#191218# In light of Jonghyun’s 2nd death anniversary today, since last year I wrote the post THE AFTERLIFE OF JONGHYUN (1ST DEATH ANNIVERSARY), I thought it would be nice to also do a review update of what Jonghyun could have been doing in the second year of his afterlife based on my personal experiences and […]

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It Was Wine Day And R.I.P Sulli

“My name is Sulli, Sul means snow and Li means a pear flower, so I’ll be probably reborn as a flower that is small but full of strong vitality.” Sulli #191014# On the morning of Wine Day, 14th October, I went for an interview for a part-time e-commerce assistant job for an online art & […]

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[Poem] Pinocchio

They try, they try⁣ They try to chain me down⁣ Strangle me⁣ Suffocate me⁣ So I don’t say a thing⁣ Rip me off⁣ And cast me away⁣ So many Pinocchios⁣ Liars and the dirty, dirty cheats in the world⁣ They’re so small, so small⁣ ⁣Celeste Koh (2019)⁣ #190823# On my recent Tumblr post, I explained […]

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Video: I Found You + How Taenggu Could Have Found Me Despite Me Making Minimal Effort To Reach Out To Her In Midst Of Schizophrenia Onset in 2013

It was a mystery how Taenggu could have found me in 2013. It was a miracle if she did. All I knew was not long after Girls’ Generation (SNSD) ended their promotions for I Got A Boy (the song that marked the beginning of my schizophrenia and mystical spiritual journey), Taenggu made an instagram account […]

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Extraordinary Theta Healing Experience – When Truth Prevails And A Leap Closer To The Light (Part 1 – My First Personal Face-to-Face Healing Session With An Experienced Healer)

April had been a really difficult month for me. It seemed to get harder and harder to get pass day after day being stuck with an office job that I didn’t enjoy. I guess it was that time of the year again. The time had come again for me to seriously ponder and make important […]

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Love Diary: Treasures Found Their Way To Me

31st January & 2nd February 2019 On 15th January, I published the post The Journey To Taenggu (Poem) + Story Behind A Special Snow Globe From 2013. I wrote about the story behind a special “向左走·向右走 (A Chance of Sunshine)” snow globe which Taenggu shared on her instagram in 2013 and how it was involved […]

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Love Diary: My Christmas Tree Present & Jonghyun’s Visit

18 December 2018 Ever since Taenggu posted a video of herself building and decorating a winter tree at her house in preparation for the upcoming Christmas Day and seeing how beautiful the tree looked at the end, I felt tempted to get a Christmas tree to display at home for myself too. At least a […]

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