About 1 month before SNSD’s I Got A Boy comeback, I attended SMTOWN concert in Singapore just 3 days after my 21st birthday, excited to participate in the audience singing… Who knew this Kpop event that I almost never talked about before would become a significant precursor to what was to come in 2013?
After being dissatisfied with my second theta healing session, I began to explore other forms of fortune / psychic readings to seek answers for myself. One of them was called Crystal Stone Aura Reading…
After 3 years, I suddenly decided to engage the same theta healer for a second healing session with her. I thought I could get more answers to the various issues related to Taeyeon that were piling up inside of me. Did I finally get to hear the truths that I needed to hear…?
“So just like the mermaid I will swim up to the light Just like that little bird It’s time for me to fly” A Girl Called Eddy / “Play with fairies Ride a unicorn Swim with mermaids Fly to the moon” Unknown / “Leaving home is going to a different dimension by spreading your wings…
Time of dream: 6th May 2020, 4.50am I woke up in the middle of night. Sky was still dark. I had an urgent need to go to the toilet. So I got up and walked to the toilet at our kitchen. I sat down on the toilet bowl, eyes half open and I heard a…
7-10 March 2020 I had been feeling really tired and torn apart lately. Despite trying to stay positive and keep myself busy by making artworks for Taenggu and writing actively, I couldn’t help feeling empty and depressed every now and then. One major reason for my feelings of depression is that I haven’t been earning…
26th December 2019 It was Thursday. I thought it would be just another ordinary day. I went to work at Klass Engineering where I just started working as a part-time data entry image annotator not long ago. I had a few personal issues waiting for me to tackle. One of them was that my schizophrenia…
#191218# In light of Jonghyun’s 2nd death anniversary today, since last year I wrote the post THE AFTERLIFE OF JONGHYUN (1ST DEATH ANNIVERSARY), I thought it would be nice to also do a review update of what Jonghyun could have been doing in the second year of his afterlife based on my personal experiences and…
“My name is Sulli, Sul means snow and Li means a pear flower, so I’ll be probably reborn as a flower that is small but full of strong vitality.” Sulli #191014# On the morning of Wine Day, 14th October, I went for an interview for a part-time e-commerce assistant job for an online art &…
“Loneliness always dragged me to the sea, my hair bleached out by salt and sun, my soul wandering to the blackest deep. Mermaids sleep beneath my human bones, my melancholy resounding in the siren’s songs.” Conny Cernik / “Soul of a mermaid, mouth of a sailor” / “She was like a mermaid enrapturing me the…
“Time Machine” by Girls’ Generation (SNSD) [English Translation] Alone in the room that is more spacious than usual It’s over, guess it’s over The story created by the two of us was also in vain I can’t believe it could crumble so easily One mistake, got a one regret “Nobody is perfect” Even if I…
April had been a really difficult month for me. It seemed to get harder and harder to get pass day after day being stuck with an office job that I didn’t enjoy. I guess it was that time of the year again. The time had come again for me to seriously ponder and make important…