[Poem] Love Scam

First you said you love me foreverThen you said let’s go on together for a long, long timeBut when it was time to meet each otherYou never did turn upDue to reasons I don’t even knowAnd then you said you will continue to work hardTo be a singer for a long, long timeTo repay the […]

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[Poem] Cold Chills

Cold chills It’s never meant to be that cold How many layers you put on Still not enough to keep you warm Was it the air-con Or was it the chills you get when you were misunderstood or maligned? Or was it the memories of a cold harsh reality when you were left abandoned alone […]

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[Poem] See No Evil

I believe in what I see Unless I have been personally told the truth otherwise But they say, “Open your eyes and seek the truth” At what cost should I take to seek the truth? If in the process of seeking the truth, it costs me more pain than what’s worth, Then it’s better to […]

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[Poem] 守株待兔 (Guard The Tree And Wait For The Rabbit)

Tired of always reaching outTook a step backI decidedJust guard the tree and wait for the rabbitIt’s okay to let myself be reached out to Not saying I should just be passively waitingIt’s just thatI realisedCompared to actively trying to engage people who just don’t give a shitIt’s better to save my energy until someone […]

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The Taeyeon Paradox

Paradoxes of Taeyeon that are confusing and self-contradictory enough to make me wanna pull my hair…

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Relationship Insurance

What is the best insurance against a high potential relationship risk? For an unconfirmed relationship of many years….

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[Poem] Hurt People

Hurt people hurt people Like sick people who spread infectious disease…

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Happy 2020 – Hope For The Best

#200101# HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! 🎉🎉🎉⁣ On this first day of 2020, it’s a good time to look back at 2019 and do a review and wrap-up for the past year. ⁣ 2019 hadn’t really been an overall good year for me. Especially in the last few months, I was embroiled in some issues and […]

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[Poem] Pinocchio

They try, they try⁣ They try to chain me down⁣ Strangle me⁣ Suffocate me⁣ So I don’t say a thing⁣ Rip me off⁣ And cast me away⁣ So many Pinocchios⁣ Liars and the dirty, dirty cheats in the world⁣ They’re so small, so small⁣ ⁣Celeste Koh (2019)⁣ #190823# On my recent Tumblr post, I explained […]

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Lyrics: “Not Alone” by Girls’ Generation + Reflections of My Year 2 Sem 2 in University in 2013 Plagued By My Onset Of Schizophrenia

“Not Alone” by Girls’ Generation (English translated lyrics with individual parts) [Tiffany] Have you ever, even now believed That love matures with just one person [Yoona] Even just wishing for it, I can’t do it well [Yuri] But, still I know [Taeyeon] Not Alone, Not Alone Even if these feelings don’t have an “answer” [Jessica] […]

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Lyrics: “Everything I Need” by Skylar Grey (Aquaman Movie Soundtrack)

“Everything I Need” by Skylar Grey Born on the wrong side of the ocean With all the tides against you You never thought you’d be much good for anyone But that’s so far from the truth I know there’s pain in your heart And you’re covered in scars Wish you could see what I do […]

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