Love Diary: My Christmas Tree Present & Jonghyun’s Visit

18 December 2018 Ever since Taenggu posted a video of herself building and decorating a winter tree at her house in preparation for the upcoming Christmas Day and seeing how beautiful the tree looked at the end, I felt tempted to get a Christmas tree to display at home for myself too. At least a […]

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The Afterlife Of Jonghyun (1st Death Anniversary)

#181218# It’s exactly one year since Jonghyun’s departure. One would have wondered how has he been doing all these while in Heaven or another spiritual world that is often unknown to us? I often wondered about that too. The following are the little stories of what Jonghyun could have been up to in the past […]

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Trip To Sarawak 2018: Where Are You Now?

Last Monday, I flew to Kuching, the city of Sarawak with my family for a holiday to visit my mum’s family. For the first 2 and a half days of our trip, I felt really normal and comfortable. My body didn’t ache much. I also didn’t have any indigestion problems like I had experienced during […]

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Seeking Answers At New Age Fair: What Is My Life Purpose?

#180519# Ever since I was out of job and came back from an one-week holiday in Seoul, I have been actively browsing for jobs that are available on the market now. Be it potential full-time permanent jobs or temporary 1 or 2-day kind of event jobs, I have been keeping a lookout for them. Like […]

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Video: She Will Take… The Pain?

So what was the story behind this video from Taeyeon’s Zero instagram? View this post on Instagram 아니 왜 말귀를 못알아듣냐 누나야 ಠ_ಠ #제로 #zero A post shared by ZERO (@zero.taeyeon) on Nov 11, 2017 at 8:20pm PST On 12 November 2017, Sunday, the day of her above instagram post, I remembered having an online […]

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R.I.P Kim Jonghyun, You Did Well

“I think it’s okay to feel lost in your life. I think it’s okay not to reach that final goal (in your life). You may earn things while being lost or could make something out of it through the emotions you feel. I think it should be your judgement. You don’t have to make someone […]

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Lyrics: Don’t Let Me Down + Why I Feel Like Giving Up On Mind Singing

“Don’t Let Me Down” by The Chainsmokers Crashing, hit a wall Right now I need a miracle Hurry up now, I need a miracle Stranded, reaching out I call your name but you’re not around I say your name but you’re not around I need you, I need you, I need you right now Yeah, […]

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