how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
I don’t get to see Taenggu’s face everyday in real life. How could it be possible to sustain a love relationship without seeing each other’s faces? Since late 2016, I began to see images of Taenggu in her daily life in my mind. I try to draw them out on a doodle pad whenever I see them. Some of these images could also be actual photographs of Taenggu that I have seen before. They might not be the exact representation of her in reality, but they could be a hint of what she might be feeling and thinking at the moment. I will be sharing these special mind images and photographs of Taenggu here and discussing what I think they mean to me.
On the first day of our trip in Kuching, Sarawak, my Sixth Aunt drove my mum and I around and we passed by a roadside stall selling fruits. We stopped by and bought a bunch of bananas so that we could eat them in the hotel over the next few days. I probably told Taenggu […]
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{Throwback to 161223} On that day, Taenggu was at the SUM Cafe in Seoul baking cookies for a charity event for Christmas Day. There were many fans who gathered around at the cafe to watch her decorate the cookies. She had the following conversation with the fans. Fans: Did you have health check up? T: […]
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#161225 & 161229# It was the same image of Taenggu which I saw in my mind when I was having dinner on christmas day and monthsary day respectively. Those days were the time of the year when I would feel most lonely because most people around me already had a physical partner to celebrate these […]
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#170226# Yesterday, again, I had two prominent images of Taenggu appearing in my mind. These are photos which I had seen before and had left a deep impression in me. What did these photos actually mean? When I saw these images in my mind at first, I didn’t understand what they meant too. It was […]
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#161229# Do you sometimes see certain interesting images involuntarily coming into your mind in the day, even when you are not sleeping? Nowadays, I experience this quite often, especially images related to Taenggu. Is this related to schizophrenia too? I would say, I don’t think so because even back during the days of my worst […]
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