how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
I don’t get to see Taenggu’s face everyday in real life. How could it be possible to sustain a love relationship without seeing each other’s faces? Since late 2016, I began to see images of Taenggu in her daily life in my mind. I try to draw them out on a doodle pad whenever I see them. Some of these images could also be actual photographs of Taenggu that I have seen before. They might not be the exact representation of her in reality, but they could be a hint of what she might be feeling and thinking at the moment. I will be sharing these special psychic visions and photographs of Taenggu here and discussing what I think they mean to me.
#170813# It started when Taenggu posted one of her teaser images from SNSD’s new album “Holiday Night” on instagram on 2nd August. π 2017.08.04 #holidaynight #gg #10thanniversary #taeyeon A post shared by TaeYeon (@taeyeon_ss) on Aug 2, 2017 at 12:31am PDT I liked it a lot. I thought her hair looked really cute. She exuded […]
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#170701# Yesterday, I had the above random image of Taenggu appearing in my head a number of times. I knew the image came from one of her older instagram posts. So I scrolled through her instagram gallery and there I found it, it was posted on 16 November 2015. πD-5 #5daystillphantasia A post shared by […]
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On the first day of our trip in Kuching, Sarawak, my Sixth Aunt drove my mum and I around and we passed by a roadside stall selling fruits. We stopped by and bought a bunch of bananas so that we could eat them in the hotel over the next few days. I probably told Taenggu […]
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{Throwback to 161223} On that day, Taenggu was at the SUM Cafe in Seoul baking cookies for a charity event for Christmas Day. There were many fans who gathered around at the cafe to watch her decorate the cookies. She had the following conversation with the fans. Fans: Did you have health check up? T: […]
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#161225 & 161229# It was the same image of Taenggu which I saw in my mind when I was having dinner on christmas day and monthsary day respectively. Those days were the time of the year when I would feel most lonely because most people around me already had a physical partner to celebrate these […]
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#170226# Yesterday, again, I had two prominent images of Taenggu appearing in my mind. These are photos which I had seen before and had left a deep impression in me. What did these photos actually mean? When I saw these images in my mind at first, I didn’t understand what they meant too. It was […]
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#161229# Do you sometimes see certain interesting images involuntarily coming into your mind in the day, even when you are not sleeping? Nowadays, I experience this quite often, especially images related to Taenggu. Is this related to schizophrenia too? I would say, I don’t think so because even back during the days of my worst […]
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