how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
Many times, I find it difficult to express my feelings in words. But sometimes when I listen to my favourite songs, I realise the lyrics already said it all for me. I call them songs of my life. Here, I will be interpreting the lyrics of my life songs and relate them to my relationship with Taenggu.
“All With You” by Taeyeon (Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo OST) I am happy that I am by your side I dream because I am by your side I can smile because I am by your side I pray again that you will be my person If you see my heart and feel my true […]
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Repost from instagram with additional details It happened on one of the nights in October 2016. During that period of time, I was suffering from a slight relapse of schizophrenia, but I still went on to do mind-singing. That night was no exception. I told Taenggu I was going to sing as usual, but I […]
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“Don’t Let Me Down” by The Chainsmokers Crashing, hit a wall Right now I need a miracle Hurry up now, I need a miracle Stranded, reaching out I call your name but you’re not around I say your name but you’re not around I need you, I need you, I need you right now Yeah, […]
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What if Taenggu was my childhood playmate? What if Taenggu was my best friend in elementary school? What if Taenggu was my classmate who liked to skip lessons with me? What if Taenggu was my high school sweetheart? What if Taenggu was my bandmate who plays the clarinet? What if Taenggu was my project group […]
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On 22 August, I met a friend for dinner. She’s an important friend whom I’ve known for the longest time since primary school. So when we sat down to chat and she started asking me if I’ve met any potential guys yet, I thought maybe I should open up to her about my relationship with […]
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Sailing (그 여름) (0805) by Girls’ Generation (Lyrics written by Sooyoung) Whoo yeah Between the passing seasons Among the etched memories I remember the first day that I saw you A sunny summer day Your innocent laughter Did you know that dazzling moment Will become an eternity Sometimes There were moments filled with tears But […]
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Time of dream: Wee hours of 4 July 2017, Tuesday The dream: I was cycling with a few other strangers along a forest trail or a cycling track in a park. In the basket in front of my bicycle was a small parcel wrapped in a japanese style pink patterned fabric. The rest had a […]
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“The Scientist” by Coldplay Come up to meet you Tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh let’s go back to the start Running in circles; […]
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“Talking To The Moon” by Bruno Mars I know you’re somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I’m crazy But they don’t understand You’re all I have You’re all I have At night when the stars Light up my room I sit by myself Talking […]
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