how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
Many times, I find it difficult to express my feelings in words. But sometimes when I listen to my favourite songs, I realise the lyrics already said it all for me. I call them songs of my life. Here, I will be interpreting the lyrics of my life songs and relate them to my relationship with Taenggu.
“Bye” by Taeyeon (Mr. Go OST) I wasn’t even ready, But you are before my eyes, about to leave I couldn’t say anything so I just waved So long, I wave, toward the shining you Goodbye my love, my precious person You always warmly hugged me I fill my eyes with you as I say […]
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“叶子” by 阿桑 (“Leaves” by A-Sun) [ORIGINAL LYRICS] 叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀 翅膀 是落在天上的叶子 天堂 原来应该不是妄想 只是我早已经遗忘 当初怎么开始飞翔 孤单 是一个人的狂欢 狂欢 是一群人的孤单 爱情 原来的开始是陪伴 但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴 我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处走走停停 也一个人看书 写信 自己对话谈心 只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清 我想我不仅仅是失去你 叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀 翅膀 是落在天上的叶子 [ENG TRANS] Leaves… are wings that cannot fly Wings… are leaves that fell in the sky Heaven… shouldn’t […]
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“Say Something” by A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera Say something, I’m giving up on you I’ll be the one if you want me to Anywhere I would’ve followed you Say something, I’m giving up on you And I… am feeling so small It was over my head I know nothing at all And […]
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“All With You” by Taeyeon (Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo OST) I am happy that I am by your side I dream because I am by your side I can smile because I am by your side I pray again that you will be my person If you see my heart and feel my true […]
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Repost from instagram with additional details It happened on one of the nights in October 2016. During that period of time, I was suffering from a slight relapse of schizophrenia, but I still went on to do mind-singing. That night was no exception. I told Taenggu I was going to sing as usual, but I […]
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“Don’t Let Me Down” by The Chainsmokers Crashing, hit a wall Right now I need a miracle Hurry up now, I need a miracle Stranded, reaching out I call your name but you’re not around I say your name but you’re not around I need you, I need you, I need you right now Yeah, […]
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What if Taenggu was my childhood playmate? What if Taenggu was my best friend in elementary school? What if Taenggu was my classmate who liked to skip lessons with me? What if Taenggu was my high school sweetheart? What if Taenggu was my bandmate who plays the clarinet? What if Taenggu was my project group […]
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On 22 August, I met a friend for dinner. She’s an important friend whom I’ve known for the longest time since primary school. So when we sat down to chat and she started asking me if I’ve met any potential guys yet, I thought maybe I should open up to her about my relationship with […]
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Sailing (그 여름) (0805) by Girls’ Generation (Lyrics written by Sooyoung) Whoo yeah Between the passing seasons Among the etched memories I remember the first day that I saw you A sunny summer day Your innocent laughter Did you know that dazzling moment Will become an eternity Sometimes There were moments filled with tears But […]
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Time of dream: Wee hours of 4 July 2017, Tuesday The dream: I was cycling with a few other strangers along a forest trail or a cycling track in a park. In the basket in front of my bicycle was a small parcel wrapped in a japanese style pink patterned fabric. The rest had a […]
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