how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
These are small pieces of memories that I had with Taenggu that happened in the past, some of which I probably hadn’t even shared with Taenggu personally before. Now I’m digging out these precious memory orbs stored in the shelves of the Headquarters in my brain (referring to the scenes in Inside Out) and sharing them here with you.
{Throwback to 8 August 2016} The day before, I had just gone to watch Taenggu’s “Butterfly Kiss” concert at the KBS Busan Hall, leaving with good memories of seeing her great performances live onstage. Because the hall was considerably small and I was sitting somewhere near the front section of the hall, it was the […]
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{Throwback to 31 December 2015} In my recent post SILVER DAY 2017: PUT THE RING ON ME, I didn’t mention why I wanted a ring on my ring finger so much. I already had a silver ring that currently sits on my index finger but was too big for my ring finger. I wanted a […]
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#130721# It happened in July 2013 when Taenggu was having the “Girls & Peace” World Tour in Taiwan together with the other Girls’ Generation members for two consecutive days. At that time, I was recovering from my first schizophrenia outbreak and almost ready to accept that the extraordinary things that happened between me and Taenggu […]
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{Throwback to 24-29 December 2015 when I was on a holiday in Seoul} Since I talked about delivering parcels in my previous post THE βEVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOUβ DREAM, let me recount how my first experience of sending a parcel to Taenggu was like. It was actually a rather nerve-wrecking one. […]
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{Throwback to October 2015} (Above video was taken on 30 October 2015) Taenggu was having her first solo concert “Taeyeon’s Very Special Day” in Seoul. Back then, I was still studying in university and was unable to travel to Seoul to watch her concerts physically. At that time, I only communicated with her by mind-talking […]
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A friend who recently found out about my relationship with Taenggu said she was surprised to know that I actually have so many other social media accounts. For a person like me who isn’t very socially active in my private life, a few years ago I couldn’t have imagined myself to be maintaining so many […]
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{Throwback to 161223} On that day, Taenggu was at the SUM Cafe in Seoul baking cookies for a charity event for Christmas Day. There were many fans who gathered around at the cafe to watch her decorate the cookies. She had the following conversation with the fans. Fans: Did you have health check up? T: […]
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{Throwback to 151226} It was a day after a depressing christmas day in Seoul. I had a tough time, battling with some signs of a relapse of schizophrenia. I was having bad persistent voices and feeling breathless everywhere I went in Korea. But because I was there travelling with my friend, Elaine, I didn’t want […]
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{Throwback to the first four months of 2015} Taenggu and I got together officially on 29th January 2015. On that day, I did not publicly acknowledge this special day, except in my own private space between me and her, I merely wrote the word “Jagiya~” (means “Honey” in Korean) as a simple acknowledgement that she […]
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{Throwback to the week between 3-10 February 2017} I knew Sooyoung’s birthday was coming soon. Her birthday was on 10th February. It would be a special day for Taenggu’s pet dog, Ginger too. Ginger’s birthday was on the same day. So about one week before 10th February, I started making drawings for the both of […]
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