how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
This is a special space where I collect and keep track of all these obvious and direct love signs from Taenggu, be it in the past, present or future. These signs are precious because they are physical. These are what normal people can also see for themselves. Like most people in a relationship, I do need constant, or at least regular, reassurance from my partner too. Especially in a relationship like ours where I couldn’t seek any tangible things in return from, I want to be able to find special meanings in the things that I can see from her so that I can keep my faith in our relationship going. I am not simply fighting to prove the existence of our relationship on my own; I am also fighting to show how she cares for me and fights for our relationship too. This is where her physical actions and objects speak for herself.
Ever since the first time I looked into your eyes, I already knew iT’s YoU. That sense of familiarity as if we already knew each other When We Were Young. That Girl who was so Bright, So Good. I thought I’d Never Be Like You. Distance separated us apart, got my tears falling like Rain […]
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“Don’t Let Me Down” by The Chainsmokers Crashing, hit a wall Right now I need a miracle Hurry up now, I need a miracle Stranded, reaching out I call your name but you’re not around I say your name but you’re not around I need you, I need you, I need you right now Yeah, […]
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#170722# The night before 22 July, I think I was at home either drawing or writing a blog post on my laptop when I heard voices repeating something along the lines of “I like editing!” or “It’s addicting/editing!”. In my mind, I was thinking, “What do you mean? Do you mean addicting or editing? Are […]
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Another special thing I noticed from SONE NOTE is the above photo of the pair of shorts Taenggu wore during her Persona concert tours in May-June this year (see also Part 1 and Part 2). Back then, I used to tell her how much I liked her shorts because I found the words written on […]
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Continuing from my previous post LOVE SIGN FROM TAENGGU: LEARNING JEWELLERY MAKING (FROM SONE NOTE LIVE VOL.11 – PART 1), besides the word “earrings”, voices also said the word “interview”. So it seemed like there might be something special about Taenggu’s interview in SONE JAPAN SONE NOTE Live Vol.11 too for the voices to mention […]
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#170828# That morning after I woke up, I heard voices saying 2 separate words to me. One was “earrings”, the other was “interview”. But I didn’t exactly understand what they were referring to. When they said “earrings”, the first thing that came into my mind was the pair of key and lock earrings Taenggu was […]
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On 22 August, I met a friend for dinner. She’s an important friend whom I’ve known for the longest time since primary school. So when we sat down to chat and she started asking me if I’ve met any potential guys yet, I thought maybe I should open up to her about my relationship with […]
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This happened 2 days after I made a post on instagram on 11th August about my love lock experience with Taenggu at N Seoul Tower a year ago. After seeing the clip @hotsootuff posted on her instagram from the last episode of her drama "알 수도 있는 사람 (People You May Know)", it reminded me […]
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This happened on the night of 24th July 2017. Taenggu posted the following photos of her latest nail art she did at a nail salon on her instagram. A post shared by TaeYeon (@taeyeon_ss) on Jul 24, 2017 at 6:36am PDT Her nails were made up of the letters of “SNSD” (acronym for “So Nyuh […]
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Around 2 weeks ago, Taenggu’s latest new tattoo was revealed to the public. It was a tattoo of the word “Purpose” at the back of her neck. Looking at the position where she had chosen to tattoo this word, I could relate to it immediately when I first saw it. It was as if Taenggu […]
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