Love Diary: Was It Just A Dream?

12 June 2017 For about a month or two, I had been hearing voices mentioning about looking for a new house. But I wasn’t sure what exactly they were talking about. Was Taenggu going to buy a new house and live on her own? About 2 weeks ago, I also had a vision of “someone” […]

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Trip To Sarawak: Who’s The Heartbreak Girl?

On the first day of our trip in Kuching, Sarawak, my Sixth Aunt drove my mum and I around and we passed by a roadside stall selling fruits. We stopped by and bought a bunch of bananas so that we could eat them in the hotel over the next few days. I probably told Taenggu […]

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Memories: What’s Your Blood Type?

{Throwback to 161223} On that day, Taenggu was at the SUM Cafe in Seoul baking cookies for a charity event for Christmas Day. There were many fans who gathered around at the cafe to watch her decorate the cookies. She had the following conversation with the fans. Fans: Did you have health check up? T: […]

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Responses From The Universe

#170427# For the past few days, I’ve been receiving some feedbacks from the universe in response to my recent blog posts which made me understand more about myself too. On Monday, after I published the post LYRICS: THE SCIENTIST where I wrote about the song which accompanied me through my outbreak of schizophrenia in 2013, […]

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Mind Image: Don’t Give Up On Your Life

#170219# This image came into my mind on the night after I published the post #16 MONTHSARY: I GAVE YOU MY HEART. In the post, I wrote about how I was daydreaming of myself cutting my whole heart out literally from my chest for Taenggu when I was on a long road trip in Taiwan. […]

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Taenggu In My Mind: I’m Enjoying Dinner With You

#161225 & 161229# It was the same image of Taenggu which I saw in my mind when I was having dinner on christmas day and monthsary day respectively. Those days were the time of the year when I would feel most lonely because most people around me already had a physical partner to celebrate these […]

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Memories: Onsen Party

{Throwback to the week between 3-10 February 2017} I knew Sooyoung’s birthday was coming soon. Her birthday was on 10th February. It would be a special day for Taenggu’s pet dog, Ginger too. Ginger’s birthday was on the same day. So about one week before 10th February, I started making drawings for the both of […]

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Taenggu In My Mind: I Was Thinking Of You

#170226# Yesterday, again, I had two prominent images of Taenggu appearing in my mind. These are photos which I had seen before and had left a deep impression in me. What did these photos actually mean? When I saw these images in my mind at first, I didn’t understand what they meant too. It was […]

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