Video: Shouting Out My Love To You From A Thunder

#170710# The above video was taken from Taenggu’s InstaStory posted early that morning. At that time, she was in a car, probably going for her first work schedule of the day. It was raining heavily outside, coupled with some lightnings and thunders. If you listen carefully from 0:06 onwards, right after the sudden roar of […]

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Memories: My Proposal In Okinawa

{Throwback to 31 December 2015} In my recent post SILVER DAY 2017: PUT THE RING ON ME, I didn’t mention why I wanted a ring on my ring finger so much. I already had a silver ring that currently sits on my index finger but was too big for my ring finger. I wanted a […]

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I Admit. I Love You.

Why was I afraid of falling in love with you Why did I have to run away from the embrace of an angel like you Fearing of bringing hell to you Of staining your angel wings When I had forgotten I was an angel too It was just a misleading trap To pull me further […]

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Video: Admit It You Love Me

#130721# It happened in July 2013 when Taenggu was having the “Girls & Peace” World Tour in Taiwan together with the other Girls’ Generation members for two consecutive days. At that time, I was recovering from my first schizophrenia outbreak and almost ready to accept that the extraordinary things that happened between me and Taenggu […]

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Silver Day 2017: Put The Ring On Me

“Love’s pure silver flame gives each innermost spirit invisible warmth.” A Haiku Verse #170714# I find it interesting that every 14th of the month is widely, though unofficially, celebrated as a couple-based holiday in Korea and it gives me a chance to make a special art for her on these special Korean love days too. […]

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Carousell – My First Little ‘Spiritual’ Business

I opened an account on Carousell* by the name of ‘artpopshop’ in 2016, in a bid to carry out an idea to sell my artworks and handmade stuff which was born out of my grad trip in December 2015 (as mentioned before in the post MEMORIES: DO YOU BELIEVE IN ART?). (*Carousell is a mobile […]

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I Want To Dream Forever With You

“Fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter.” Unknown #170707# These days, I’ve been going to bed wondering if Taenggu is going to sleep with me at the same time too. There were many instances when I had already fallen asleep and the next morning […]

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Memories: Sending My First Parcel To Taenggu

{Throwback to 24-29 December 2015 when I was on a holiday in Seoul} Since I talked about delivering parcels in my previous post THE “EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU” DREAM, let me recount how my first experience of sending a parcel to Taenggu was like. It was actually a rather nerve-wrecking one. […]

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The “Everything I Do, I Do It For You” Dream

Time of dream: Wee hours of 4 July 2017, Tuesday The dream: I was cycling with a few other strangers along a forest trail or a cycling track in a park. In the basket in front of my bicycle was a small parcel wrapped in a japanese style pink patterned fabric. The rest had a […]

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Love Diary: Supporting The Freedom To Love

1 July 2017 As mentioned in my previous post VOICE: “PLUS PLUS GIRLFRIEND SIGN”, I was planning to attend Pink Dot 2017 today to show my support for the LGBTQIA community in Singapore. It was going to be my first time joining this event. The day before, I excitedly bought a pink shirt from H&M […]

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