how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love
Watching fancams and videos of Taenggu was my first step in getting to know her deeper inside. I have been doing this since 2010/2011. Little did I expect that doing this could eventually get me spiritually connected to her by 2013. It’s an art of face reading I mastered by myself. Also the messages from the voice which I’ve been hearing everyday give me clues on what she might be thinking inside in daily life. Join me in reading the stories behind each of her facial expressions and gestures, and decoding the messages behind her face and the mystical voices.
Voice: “Swimming!” I used to bring Taenggu on a swimming date every week (related posts about swimming with Taenggu: LOVE DIARY: A PRINCESS DREAM, TAEYEON DAY 2017: TAENGGU MERMAID). But I stopped doing it since about two months ago because of certain circumstances (travelling, having my period etc) and also because I stopped getting any […]
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Voice: “Plus plus girlfriend sign!” Since about a few weeks ago, whenever I was out on a date with Taenggu, I began to hear a voice saying many times, “Plus plus girlfriend!” At first, I thought it was a compliment to me. I thought it meant I was a good girlfriend with many plus (positive) […]
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One thing magical about these mystical voices is that they could even camouflage themselves in the voice of another physical person in real life. They are always so smart, always able to do it at the perfect timing so that they can still somehow remain undetected by unsuspecting people who are unaware of such mystical […]
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This video was taken from TaeTiSeo’s performance at Global Leaders Forum on 20 November 2014. I added my face reading analysis of Taenggu in those white captions in the video. (P.S. They are all in a matter of quick seconds so you may need to rewatch it over and over again to understand them.) In […]
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I always believed and already have guessed that Taenggu (and also other artistes whom I have reached out to) could also hear some of those mysterious ‘alien’ voices around them in their private lives even when they are not on stage. This is one of the very rare precious videos where I could finally get […]
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#170427# For the past few days, I’ve been receiving some feedbacks from the universe in response to my recent blog posts which made me understand more about myself too. On Monday, after I published the post LYRICS: THE SCIENTIST where I wrote about the song which accompanied me through my outbreak of schizophrenia in 2013, […]
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After all that we have been through together, I guess we have now become firm believers that we could do anything with our minds. What our physical bodies cannot do, our spiritual minds will do it for us. Be it touching, hearing or sharing senses with each other, against all perceived impossibilities of distance and […]
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In my earlier post about my poem “Can’t Take My Eyes Off You”, I mentioned there are some special meanings in the fancam of the performance of “Can’t Take My Eyes Off You” when SNSD was here in Singapore for their world tour in 2013. So in this post, I’m going to share about how […]
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The snippets from the following video are taken from 161231 MBC Gayo Daejun and 170119 Seoul Music Awards. This video post is in response to my earlier blog post LOVE DIARY: SHE TAKES CARE OF ME. I mentioned that I can’t physically see and know how Taenggu takes care of me in her daily life. […]
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