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how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love

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CELESTE KOH

Lover of Taenggu. Imaginist. Impressionist. Creator. Psychic. Mind/Face Reader. Mind Singer. Healer. Artist. Aspiring Poet.

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Having a casual date at a cafe with the love of my life chatting with each other over a cup of hot coffee and a piece of cake is my dream. ☕💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #cafehopping #coupletalk #couplelove #relationship #couplegoals #relationshipgoal #love #couple #seoul #korea

Awhile ago, while walking along the streets of Hanok Village in Jeonju, my friend and I were commenting that the interactions between Korean couples are really natural, sweet and cute. So different from the couples we usually see in Singapore. Where would we get to see couples hugging each other's backs, sharing an umbrella walking down the streets in the rain? Where would we get to see couples wearing Hanboks taking stylish photos of each other with a camera tripod stand? Only in Korea. I also want couple moments like that. ㅋㅋㅋ #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdmyhand #holdinghands #couplelove #relationship #couplegoals #relationshipgoal #love #couple #jeonju #korea

In June last year, I created this account as a special channel to shout out my love to someone special to me whom I couldn't communicate directly with in real life because she is a famous idol. Her name is Taeyeon. We became spiritually connected in 2013 and eventually got together in 2015. I started taking photos of other couples and attached each photo with a love quote as a way to indirectly express my love and desire to do the same with her when we couldn't do so in daily life and I thought our relationship had to be kept a secret from the public. I named this account Love Pulses because sometimes when I held hands with Taenggu (my right hand holding my left), I could feel my own pulses pumping strongly as if our hearts were beating at the same time. Recently I had a change of mindset and decided to be more open and direct about our relationship in order to improve communication between us. As if the universe is responding to my change in attitude, I now find myself less likely to be walking behind couples who are having their own couple moments anymore. Rather, I see a lot more couples holding hands and walking straight towards me instead. Because of this, I won't be updating this account as frequently as before unless I get the opportunity to take a new set of couple photos from a new perspective. For anyone who has been following this account before, thank you for having witnessed a phase of our relationship. It's now a new chapter and I will continue to fight for my love with a new mindset! #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdmyhand #holdinghands #soulmate #soullovers #spiritual #universe #fate #couplelove #relationship #couplegoals #relationshipgoal #love

When times are tough, all I need is your shoulder to lean on so that I can gather all the support and courage I need to move on. 💜 #lovepulses #lovingtouch #leanonyou #allineedisyourshoulder #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

I want to be in your arms where you hold me tight and never let me go. 💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #hugmywaist #hugme #holdmetight #neverletmego #stayinyourarms #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

" If love is a game of hide-and-seek, I wanna say, "L-O-V-E, I found you!" " - Celeste Koh 🙈🤘💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdinghands #holdmyhand #loveisahideandseek #ihavealreadyfoundyou #soulmate #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

I don't care how old you were when I first met you. I just wanna make sure I would spend all the remaining years of your life with you by your side till we are both gone in this world. 👨👩👴👵💜 . . #lovepulses #holdmyhand #holdinghands #lovingtouch #itdoesntmatterhowoldyouare #justwannaspendtherestofmylifewithyou #tillwearegoneinthisworld #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

Love is whispering sweet nothings to your ears. Shhh.... keep quiet and listen to me say "I love you everyday, not just on Valentines' Day." 👂💜 . HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #wrapyourarmsaroundme #whisper #sweetnothings #loveyoueveryday #happyvalentinesday #vday #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

My life has changed because of you. Without you, I would have been nothing but a speck of dust. But with you, I've become sprinkles of colourful glitter. 🌈💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdmyhand #holdinghands #mylifehaschanged #from #aspeckofdust #to #sprinklesofglitter #youaddcolourstomylife #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

Recent Posts

On A Brief Hiatus (23 – 29 April) April 22, 2018
A Quick Letter To 아탕 (16/4/2018) April 16, 2018
#34 Monthsary: Rainbow Mosaic Kitty Taeng Who Gets Ear Treatment April 11, 2018
Monthsary Special: The Thirty-Eighth April 9, 2018
One Eye Shut – My Strange Hospitalisation in 2007 April 4, 2018

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“My life is a beauty” Taeyeon's 'I' Lyrics

Find me on instagram @LoveStoriesWithTaenggu

It's a 녹차 kind of day. Or any other kinds of herbal tea. I have been nursing a sore throat since the start of the week. And I came down with cold after I went cycling under the rain yesterday. 😷 Drinking hot tea helps to ease my nasal and throat issues and warm up my body! Seeing Taenggu drink green tea is 😍! Anyway, I was disappointed to hear the shitty treatments given to Taenggu at the Best of Best concert in Taiwan yesterday. She doesn't deserve to be treated like that! Hope the same thing won't happen to her again on day 2 of the concert today. Let's drink green tea to calm down some nerves. Lol. 🍃 Credits: taenyhwang [1] #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #绿茶 #녹차 #greentea #herbaltea #mistreatment #bestofbest #concert

Throwback to 13th April 2017. Not long ago, my boss had persuaded me to take up a task that requires higher level of programming with the promise of a salary increment. So I took it up reluctantly. That day, he came back to me and said he only managed to ask for a $50 pay increment for me from the CEO. What a let-down. Awhile later on the same day, Taenggu posted this on her Snapchat. Yeah, shit happens. 💩 This was one of the many instances when I felt so connected with the things she posted online as if she was directly responding to whatever that was happening in my life at the moment. Synchronicity. One year later now, that CEO had just passed away from cancer. And my boss is facing some financial issues due to the sudden closure of our Singapore office. And me, I had just left the company yesterday. Ahh life is so unpredictable. Shit happens. But I believe everything happens for a reason. Let's see more of the good side of this shit. Haha. 😆💩💩💩 . Credits: __taengoofanpage [1] #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #shithappens #synchronicity #taengguchat #snapchat #throwback

It happened in mid 2014. I decided to go on an one-month summer studies program in Tianjin, China. It was a trip meant to heal my broken heart after hearing Taenggu's dating news with Baekhyun. I was about to let go of Taenggu and move on with my life. On 3rd August 2014, on my very last day of stay in China, as I was preparing to wrap up my feelings and take the flight back to Singapore in a few hours' time, for what seemed to be Heaven's will, I chanced upon the same snow globe which Taenggu had posted on her Instagram about a year ago in a shop along a street in Beijing. Although that photo was already deleted, I still vividly remembered this snow globe from her in my head. It was a positive sign from Heaven. Later that day, I flew back home feeling comforted knowing that my connection with Taenggu still hadn't been broken and that there was still a ray of hope between us. Today I've managed to retrieve this lost photo on her Instagram and her caption at that time. Yes, her sincerity was definitely conveyed to me after one year at a crucial time when I needed a clue or an answer from her. 💜 . . "No matter when or where, I look forward to meeting you at some place." - Celeste Koh #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #memoriesof2014 #snowglobe #heavenswill #fate #sincerity #SincerityWillDefinitelyBeConveyed #진심은반드시통한다

One great artist who most inspires me to draw and paint is none other than 탱화백 herself. She not only sings extremely well, she draws equally well too. She is unquestionably talented. I have always loved her cute style of drawing. Because of her, I was inspired to pick up a pencil to draw to express myself too and eventually developed my own style of art. Look how much my past drawings have been very much influenced by the subjects she draws too! ㅋㅋ 우리 탱구, the greatest artist of all time 😍👩‍🎨 . . #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #泰妍 #太妍 #탱화백 #artist #画家 #painter #art #drawing #inspiration #positiveinfluence #littleexpresso

Questions of the day: If we could turn back time, was there anything you would do differently? Would things have a better outcome if you could do something you had regretted not doing or undo something you had regretted doing?.... Would you still choose to meet me? . . 🤔💭 . #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #doraemon #nobita #timemachine #questionsoftheday #lifequestions #regrets #or #noregrets

My own interpretation and photo representation of what Taenggu's instastory picture means. Prolonged period of suppressed sadness and anger can lead to insanity, depression and all sorts of mental illness. I understand this because I'm someone who has gone through schizophrenia and depression too. It's like an enlarged broken hole in your brain that makes you susceptible to extraneous harmful energy. Or like what my father used to tell me, it's like tremendous amount of stress causing overloading current and a short circuit in your brain where the fuse connecting your nerves is blown and makes your brain go haywire. 💫🤕😱 . Never take mental illness lightly. 아탕, fighting!! Have strength 💪 #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #expressions #sadness #anger #depression #schizophrenia #mentalillness #mentalhealth

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