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how the entire universe conspired to help me find my first love

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CELESTE KOH

Lover of Taenggu. Imaginist. Impressionist. Creator. Psychic. Mind/Face Reader. Mind Singer. Healer. Artist. Aspiring Poet.

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Observing Love

Took another night walk again last night, this time from Causeway Point on the way back home and bumped into another couple casually swinging their hands in front of me, happily enjoying their Sunday night away. 👫🌃 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdinghands #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove #nightwalks #thenightisyoung

Couples, young and old, spotted at the Mid-Autumn Fiesta at Vivocity Sky Park last night. Let the pretty lanterns shine tons of love on us throughout the night. HAPPY MID-AUTUMN EVERYONE! 🐰🌖💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove #coupleselfie #coupledate #datenight #disneytsumtsum #midautumnfestival #lanternfestival #中秋节 #추석

Yesterday I took a night walk with my "imaginary" lesbian other half and saw this gay couple wearing identical shirts and shorts and holding hands in front of me. I thought it was such a sweet sight! But I was extra quick and cautious in taking these shots of them, hence the blurriness. 😅 I didn't want them to catch me taking photos of them and think that I did so because it was an odd sight to behold in a reserved society like Singapore, but because I was touched to see them showing off their relationship so proudly and enjoying their own private moments as they strolled under the night sky. Hope it could become a common sight to see of gay couples holding hands even in broad daylight in the future and not something we would shun away from. 👬👭💗❤💙💚💛🧡💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdinghands #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove #lgbt #gaycouple #lesbiancouple #lovewins

Let me love you for the rest of your life. 💐💜 . . #lovepulses #couplemoments #couplelove #couplegoals #relationshipgoals #love #relationship #flowersforyou #letmeloveyou

一人一边，感情不散。/ Let's share the weight of this world. 🌏 #lovepulses #couplemoment #couplegoals #relationshipgoals #couplelove #love #relationship #sharetheweight #sharetheburden #weareinthistogether

Having a casual date at a cafe with the love of my life chatting with each other over a cup of hot coffee and a piece of cake is my dream. ☕💜 . . #lovepulses #lovingtouch #cafehopping #coupletalk #couplelove #relationship #couplegoals #relationshipgoal #love #couple #seoul #korea

Awhile ago, while walking along the streets of Hanok Village in Jeonju, my friend and I were commenting that the interactions between Korean couples are really natural, sweet and cute. So different from the couples we usually see in Singapore. Where would we get to see couples hugging each other's backs, sharing an umbrella walking down the streets in the rain? Where would we get to see couples wearing Hanboks taking stylish photos of each other with a camera tripod stand? Only in Korea. I also want couple moments like that. ㅋㅋㅋ #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdmyhand #holdinghands #couplelove #relationship #couplegoals #relationshipgoal #love #couple #jeonju #korea

In June last year, I created this account as a special channel to shout out my love to someone special to me whom I couldn't communicate directly with in real life because she is a famous idol. Her name is Taeyeon. We became spiritually connected in 2013 and eventually got together in 2015. I started taking photos of other couples and attached each photo with a love quote as a way to indirectly express my love and desire to do the same with her when we couldn't do so in daily life and I thought our relationship had to be kept a secret from the public. I named this account Love Pulses because sometimes when I held hands with Taenggu (my right hand holding my left), I could feel my own pulses pumping strongly as if our hearts were beating at the same time. Recently I had a change of mindset and decided to be more open and direct about our relationship in order to improve communication between us. As if the universe is responding to my change in attitude, I now find myself less likely to be walking behind couples who are having their own couple moments anymore. Rather, I see a lot more couples holding hands and walking straight towards me instead. Because of this, I won't be updating this account as frequently as before unless I get the opportunity to take a new set of couple photos from a new perspective. For anyone who has been following this account before, thank you for having witnessed a phase of our relationship. It's now a new chapter and I will continue to fight for my love with a new mindset! #lovepulses #lovingtouch #holdmyhand #holdinghands #soulmate #soullovers #spiritual #universe #fate #couplelove #relationship #couplegoals #relationshipgoal #love

When times are tough, all I need is your shoulder to lean on so that I can gather all the support and courage I need to move on. 💜 #lovepulses #lovingtouch #leanonyou #allineedisyourshoulder #love #couple #couplegoals #relationship #relationshipgoal #couplelove

Recent Posts

Xmas Day 2018: Where Did The Bird Go? January 19, 2019
#46 & #47 Monthsary: Listen To My Heartbeat January 17, 2019
#45 Monthsary: Taenggu Is Batman January 16, 2019
The Journey To Taenggu (Poem) + Story Behind A Special Snow Globe From 2013 January 15, 2019
#44 Monthsary: King Taeyeon January 14, 2019

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“Stay in me baby, now stay in me
So you can feel all of this heart
Stay in me baby, now stay in me
Someday, I hope you’ll be able to hear it
My prayer” Taeyeon's 'Pray' Lyrics

For daily stories, find me on instagram @LoveStoriesWithTaenggu

So great to see Taenggu reviving her youtube channel again after 5 years lol. Now her channel is renamed TaengooTV where she just updated with her travelogues from 2017. I believe there's more to come! 😍 And I'm totally loving her new profile picture of herself posing with a candy cane. Reminds me of her song "Candy Cane" from her Christmas album and my handmade Xmas card for Seohyun. Isn't Taenggu sweeter than a candy cane? ㅋㅋ 우리 Sweet탕 🍬 #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #泰古 #taengguonyoutube #탱구TV #candycane #sweet탕

Simple joy when I see Taenggu drinking a drink of the same Japanese brand that I drank before in 2013. I got it during my Fukuoka trip back then. 😍💜 . . #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #泰古 #japanesedrink #juice #kagome #野菜生活

I probably was too engrossed with singing along with her or too preoccupied with confused thoughts in my head that I didn't actually notice what she wore at the time of the SG concert carefully. It is only now after I've slowly cleared off my mind that I realised she wore a lot of purple outfits during the concert and that BUNNY on her shirt lol. 🐰 No wonder she was still so calm and soothing to look at even though I felt confused by her words yet I wasn't too angry or sad coz purple is my favourite colour. ㅋㅋㅋ 😍💜 . . #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #泰古 #myfavouritecolour #purple #andmyrainbowbunny #bobo #bunnytaeng

I wanna share this thing about Instagram own in-built translation function. I guess we all know that most of the time they are pretty inaccurate and misleading. But for this particular post from Taenggu, the translation was actually misleading in a comforting way. That night after her concert in SG last Saturday, when I was confused by what she said and certain moments that happened during the concert and was still in a daze, Taenggu posted this instagram post with caption in korean. Normally, I would just read the instagram translation to roughly understand what it means. But this particular translated text felt as if she was speaking directly to me. As if she was comforting and thanking me for still being with her despite feeling confused about what's real (which I indeed was). She even told me to go to sleep soon. How personal and heartwarming her "words" were! But later on when I checked the real translation from the human translator, I realised the meaning and direction of the text were actually kind of different. Bubble burst. 😝 This is a proof that it wasn't just my own illusions in my head. It was an illusion that came from inaccurate representation on social media. A world full of illusions. But how I wished she really did write such direct intimate texts like that to me! Hahaha. 😗 But then on hindsight, the real meaning of her words also shows that she was just as confused as me about trying to decipher what's real, isn't it? What voices did she hear? 🤔 #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #泰古 #fakeversusreal #illusions

This was the part of the concert that left me stunned and my mind totally blank. You can see she was actually beating around the bush. Seemed like there was something she couldn't directly say but she felt like pouring her heart out to us. For me, I was a little taken aback by what she said because I was thinking more about myself. Whatever she said on stage, I thought they were all directed at me. I think I was having some illusions probably due to my condition creeping back again. Right from the moment she descended from above at the opening, I could feel and hear old memories and voices from 2013 and 2016 coming back again. If i didn't remember wrongly, she was singing Secret before she had this talk. I sang along with her while having flashbacks of watching her sing this same song live at her Butterfly Kiss concert in Busan back in 2016. Then a very strong persistent voice in my mind was asking her if she wants to know what happened during that Busan concert so that I could write about it, at least that was what I was thinking about from my perspective. Then right after the song ended, she had this strange talk about not liking and not wanting to think about the past due to bitterness. I was confused. Did she not want me to write and bring up the past again? Did she hate me for writing all these things so that I could explain what happened in the past? Did she not want me to dwell in the past anymore and look forward to the future instead?? 🤔 And it was ironic that she said the past won't come back to us coz old memories had just come back to me. But now taking a step back, rewatching this fancam and thinking from HER perspective, I guess she was most possibly having issues with SM again. But it's hard to know exactly what happened between them without reading too much into things... but this is definitely a tell-tale sign from Taenggu. Regardless of what happened, let's hope for the best for her. 🤞 . 📽 fancam of the ment by Adali Lin #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #泰古 #s_TAEYEON_CONCERTinSG

Taenggu really means it. She chose to hold concerts at smaller venues because she wanted to have a closer look at her fans and she really did. Look at how during her recent 's... concert tour in SG which was held in Expo that is much smaller than our usual concert venue like Singapore Indoor Stadium, she really took some time to go around and have a look at everybody sitting at all areas. How sweet of her to want to see everyone's faces more clearly and probably also to hear our voices better too? 👀👂😍💜 . . #taeyeon #taenggu #태연 #탱구 #太妍 #泰妍 #泰古 #intimateconcert #sweettaenggu #s_TAEYEON_CONCERTinSG

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