December 2018 – April 2019
25 December 2018
After a jog at the stadium nearby
Came back home alone unsuspectingly to a house empty and pitch dark
Felt an invisible presence of what I intuitively thought was the spirit of Jonghyun
Paying a visit on this night of Christmas Day
(Read Love Diary: My Christmas Tree Present & Jonghyun’s Visit)
Then
Sound of keys jingling outside the door
Someone unlocking and opening the door gate
It was my mum
Heard the window grille at the kitchen where I was standing at crinkling a little
Seemingly signalling his immediate departure in response
“Oh, don’t be scared of my mum.”
I remembered thinking to myself
19-21 April 2019
Good Friday and the Easter weekend
Took the chance to attend a 3-Day Basic DNA Theta Healing workshop
After having a pleasant first prior one-to-one session with the healer
Which had my confidence boosted to learn more about spiritual healing
(Read Extraordinary Theta Healing Experience – When Truth Prevails And A Leap Closer To The Light (Part 1 – My First Personal Face-to-Face Healing Session With An Experienced Healer))
On the last day
21 April 2019
Easter Sunday
After pretty long intensive hours of training and practices
We had a small break sitting around the dining table at the teacher’s place to have some tea
Noticed there was a mug placed among a few others at the centre of the table that had a picture of SHINee on it
The teacher revealed that her daughter is a big fan of SHINee
Thus the mug
Naturally Jonghyun came to my mind
I wondered if how I eventually landed up here learning about theta healing could have something to do with him too
One of the last things we learned on the last day
Was to send the wayward spirits to God’s light
However like many other practices we had
I didn’t quite have any clear and definite visions during the process
Everything was blurry, uncertain and vague to me
Maybe because I was still very new to this whole spiritual thing
Maybe because I was lacking in confidence that it would work
Maybe because I was unsure if I was doing it correctly or not
Maybe because I was always feeling fearful and scared for some reasons
At the end of the day
I received a certificate as a token of completion of the 3-day course along with all other students
Officially certifying me as a Theta Healing practitioner
But I still didn’t think I was good enough to start doing theta healing for anyone else
I just felt energetically drained
I just wanted to go home badly
When I got back
I lay down on my bed
Finally getting some shut-eye moments for a good rest
Then I suddenly had the clearest vision experienced over the last three days
One that felt so real and heart-breaking that got my tears flowing down my face…
Who knew he was going to be reborn to become my Mama’s most favourite little boy
Who she could have never imagined living without
Who she would fiercely love and protect with all her heart more than anything else till the end…..
