The “Everything I Do, I Do It For You” Dream

Time of dream: Wee hours of 4 July 2017, Tuesday

The dream:

I was cycling with a few other strangers along a forest trail or a cycling track in a park. In the basket in front of my bicycle was a small parcel wrapped in a japanese style pink patterned fabric. The rest had a package/parcel in each of their baskets too. In my mind, I was thinking of Taenggu. I felt as if we were cycling in the forest/park because we were searching for her. It was like we were on a quest for Taenggu.

In the next scene, I was boxing and kicking a sandbag in a gym. There were some blood stains on the sandbag. But I was wearing boxing gloves, so I guessed the blood stains weren’t mine. There was someone standing beside me, also in gloves. In my mind, I was thinking I was fighting against something. I was fighting for Taenggu.

My interpretation:

For the first part of my dream, the fact that it took place in a forest/park reminds me of a suggestion I made to Taenggu 2 months ago about cycling oBike to a nearby park for a weekend date. Till now, I haven’t actually accomplished this idea yet. The setting of the dream was probably a reminder from my Spirit to tell me to go ahead and fulfil this cycling plan. Looking deeper at the details, I was riding my bicycle with a parcel looking for Taenggu as if I was making a delivery to her. I guessed it was referring to the parcel that I mentioned to her just a few days ago which I was going to send to her at the post office this coming Saturday. And the fact that my parcel was nicely wrapped in a pink fabric meant it was a present for her and other members of SNSD because pink is the official colour of their fandom, SONE. The other strangers in my dream who were doing the same thing as me probably meant that I’m not the only one doing these things i.e. sending parcels and presents to them; there are other fans who have been doing the same thing too.

The second part of my dream reminds me of the two Muay Thai/Kickboxing classes I had last year which I gave up halfway because I wasn’t physically fit enough. 2 days before the dream took place, I remembered seeing a similar sandbag when I was shopping with my sister at Plaza Singapura and I had a temptation of having one at home too. I wondered if my dream was a prompt from my Spirit to take up kickboxing classes again? Or was my dream a projection of how my Spirit has been training me to face the challenges between me and Taenggu in real life? In reality, what have I been fighting against in order to get closer to Taenggu? Is it the negative energies that have been trying to pull us apart? Or the bad voices/visions about me and her that I hear/see everyday? All the while, I feel like I have been internally fighting against these negative spiritual energies from turning into physical ones in reality as much as possible. But the gloves I was wearing indicated that the Spirit is taking protective measures to prevent me from getting hurt as much as possible. And in my dream, the fact that someone was standing beside me also in gloves seemed to tell me that I’m not alone in this fight.

My dreams of Taenggu were often like that – she was often nowhere to be seen but always present in my mind. I was always thinking of her in my dreams. It is mirroring my situation in real life too. Whatever I do and wherever I go, I always try to keep her involved in my mind as much as I can. Things like going to the supermarket to buy groceries, eating lunch, riding a bicycle and exercising at the gym, I always think as if I am doing it with/for her, even though she isn’t physically around me. The extent of it reminds me of the song “(Everything I Do) I Do It For You” by Bryan Adams.

Lyrics of “(Everything I Do) I Do It For You” by Bryan Adams

Look into my eyes – you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there you’ll search no more

Don’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
You can’t tell me it’s not worth dyin’ for
You know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

Look into your heart – you will find
There’s nothin’ there to hide
Take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don’t tell me it’s not worth fightin’ for
I can’t help it, there’s nothin’ I want more
You know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

There’s no love like your love
And no other could give more love
There’s nowhere unless you’re there
All the time, all the way, yeah

Look into your heart, baby…

Your can’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
I can’t help it there’s nothin’ I want more
Yeah, I would fight for you, I’d lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I’d die for you

You know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

It’s my personal favourite love song too! ❤️🎵🎶

On a sidenote, my dream also gave me a new idea. Tomorrow is the day I’m sending my parcel to Taenggu as promised. And I’m going to do the same thing in my dream – cycle an oBike to the post office tomorrow morning and deliver my parcel like a postwoman! 😆

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