Video: The Day I Made Her Cry At Her Concert

{Throwback to October 2015} (Above video was taken on 30 October 2015)

Taenggu was having her first solo concert “Taeyeon’s Very Special Day” in Seoul. Back then, I was still studying in university and was unable to travel to Seoul to watch her concerts physically. At that time, I only communicated with her by mind-talking and occasionally leaving comments on her instagram posts. I told her I would still go to her concerts spiritually through mind-singing with her. There almost weren’t any fancams available online back then due to the strict rules of no videography at the AGIT concerts so I was unable to see and know what actually went on during her concerts. So I was really excited when I saw the news that her concert would be broadcasted live on V app on the fourth day. I immediately told Taenggu that I would be watching it.

Minutes before the show, I sat on the chair in front of my table at home, hugging my rainbow bunny, Bobo on my left side (I already had Bobo by then) and got my phone ready with the V app window opened. While patiently waiting for the show to start, I kept stroking Bobo (a substitute for Taenggu’s physical body) and kissing her on the cheeks to encourage her. I remembered the show was delayed a little. And when the show finally started, Taenggu was there standing on the stage singing “I” as her opening song but she could barely sing. She stopped and turned to her right side to look at “me” (as seen in the above video). I knew she became too emotional to sing because suddenly I, being the “person” who used to be always above her singing with her, was now “standing” by her side on stage. I, who was watching this scene at home, was surprised by her reaction too. After the song ended, the live video was cut. V app simply stopped broadcasting the rest of the show.

I was honestly disappointed for not being able to watch the rest of the concert but at the same time, I could also understand that I might affect her from continuing with her show well if I did. I used to jokingly blame her for ruining my precious chance to watch her concert online live but of course in truth, I didn’t really take it to heart. I knew she was simply touched to tears because it was the first time “I” was right beside her at a concert. It also touched and comforted me deeply to know that she could feel me next to her. And I know if we were to do it over again now, she would definitely sing well for me.

Although the moment was short, that day, 30 October 2015, was indeed a very special day for the both of us. <3

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